Wow, how to begin?
Through a series of interesting happenings, I came back to LJ to look around. It turns out that this is quite an effective way to share one's past with new friends who were also hip to LJ. I find myself that it has helped me remember so many things about myself and friends and life from years ago.
My departure was precipitated by some fairly catastrophic events followed by many moves and changes. To quote Logan Echolls: "Spanning years and continents. Lives ruined, bloodshed. EPIC." And one result of that was me completely flaking out and disappearing, probably leaving some of my fellow moderators and community leaders in the lurch. I hadn't seen any inquiries in email, and I was frankly too embarrassed to peek back after I picked up the pieces of my life. So I apologize to anyone I hurt or abandoned; if you were not privy to the events, I will happily supply information on that privately.
I am not sure I am ready to journal regularly. I need to suss out where LJ is and who owns it and how it is managed before I can make that decisions. A lot has changed on the Internet since 2008, and I find myself cranky and dismissive of most current platforms for their lack of ability to field substantive content and an effective sense of community. I keep coming back to LJ as my gold standard for discourse.
A bit about where I'm at now: I am currently a visiting professor at a tech-oriented university in upstate New York. I am also writing my dissertation with the intention of graduating in the spring or summer (this would be my fourth year of grad school, so not bad). I finished a M.S. in Bioethics back in 2010 but didn't have enough oomph to land a good job in nonprofits, so I went back to grad school in Science and Technology Studies. I currently do research on the limits of the human and the natural - so biomedical/biological issues and online interactions/gaming. I still game, I still watch anime and follow politics; I cook more, bike to work, and stay in shape. I spent a year in WoW at a time when I needed it, I've been unemployed, I've caused trouble and kept my head down.
I also appreciate the great things I have learned here - the moderating experience I've had here has set me up well in dealing with people in all sorts of situations; the arguments I've had to develop here are regular tools I use in teaching; the technological knowledge I've used to blog here effectively inform my current use of tech. The friends I've had here gave me support and confidence at a time when I needed it, and I would not be where I am without all of you.
Those of you who still are hear, I would love to reconnect with you. If you're not active here, I may ping you to see what you're up to. No obligation to respond immediately or ever, but it would be nice to be able to thank each of you in semi-real time at some point. It would be nice to hear how you are and congratulate or support you as needed. If we're in the same area at some point, I'd consider a meetup. I still wish to keep some things semi-private, and will probably post largely friends-only if I get rolling here again. I will set up a friends-only post after this one for those who want to reconnect in a more quiet living room instead of this, my porch.
So again, thank you for your past friendship, and I look forward to hearing from you!
Through a series of interesting happenings, I came back to LJ to look around. It turns out that this is quite an effective way to share one's past with new friends who were also hip to LJ. I find myself that it has helped me remember so many things about myself and friends and life from years ago.
My departure was precipitated by some fairly catastrophic events followed by many moves and changes. To quote Logan Echolls: "Spanning years and continents. Lives ruined, bloodshed. EPIC." And one result of that was me completely flaking out and disappearing, probably leaving some of my fellow moderators and community leaders in the lurch. I hadn't seen any inquiries in email, and I was frankly too embarrassed to peek back after I picked up the pieces of my life. So I apologize to anyone I hurt or abandoned; if you were not privy to the events, I will happily supply information on that privately.
I am not sure I am ready to journal regularly. I need to suss out where LJ is and who owns it and how it is managed before I can make that decisions. A lot has changed on the Internet since 2008, and I find myself cranky and dismissive of most current platforms for their lack of ability to field substantive content and an effective sense of community. I keep coming back to LJ as my gold standard for discourse.
A bit about where I'm at now: I am currently a visiting professor at a tech-oriented university in upstate New York. I am also writing my dissertation with the intention of graduating in the spring or summer (this would be my fourth year of grad school, so not bad). I finished a M.S. in Bioethics back in 2010 but didn't have enough oomph to land a good job in nonprofits, so I went back to grad school in Science and Technology Studies. I currently do research on the limits of the human and the natural - so biomedical/biological issues and online interactions/gaming. I still game, I still watch anime and follow politics; I cook more, bike to work, and stay in shape. I spent a year in WoW at a time when I needed it, I've been unemployed, I've caused trouble and kept my head down.
I also appreciate the great things I have learned here - the moderating experience I've had here has set me up well in dealing with people in all sorts of situations; the arguments I've had to develop here are regular tools I use in teaching; the technological knowledge I've used to blog here effectively inform my current use of tech. The friends I've had here gave me support and confidence at a time when I needed it, and I would not be where I am without all of you.
Those of you who still are hear, I would love to reconnect with you. If you're not active here, I may ping you to see what you're up to. No obligation to respond immediately or ever, but it would be nice to be able to thank each of you in semi-real time at some point. It would be nice to hear how you are and congratulate or support you as needed. If we're in the same area at some point, I'd consider a meetup. I still wish to keep some things semi-private, and will probably post largely friends-only if I get rolling here again. I will set up a friends-only post after this one for those who want to reconnect in a more quiet living room instead of this, my porch.
So again, thank you for your past friendship, and I look forward to hearing from you!
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